..."handholds", as you climb out of the "Old Dry Well"; or ANY "hole of life", in which you may find yourself trapped. Though we may find ourselves caught up in "garbage situations", throughout our lives; we have a HUGE opportunity. We can either cave to the negativity, and just roll over and take what's dealt to us - OR, we can, through a positive, determined attitude, change the entire trajectory of our thought process; thereby changing our entire lives.  By suggesting positivity; I am in no way negating the difficulty of your day-to-day life. It doesn't change the fact that your situation IS difficult - it gives you those "handholds" I spoke about earlier. You are only STUCK in that hole, if you choose to not utilize them. Even if you DUG that hole; positivity CAN assist you in getting out. So...I ask you, are you going to choose positivity to get yourself out of WHATEVER hole, you happen to be stuck in??! Orrrrr...are you going to stay there, awhile longer? What if that hole gets deeper? Compared to then, I would think it would be.simpler, now, right??! Remember, it's YOUR choice... Thank you, have a good day and be safe... #beaware #growinto2025 ##domesticviolenceiseverywhere #ENDtheSILENCEofVIOLENCE #isityou everybodyknowsomebody #besafe ***October is Domestic Violence Awareness Month. Please share this post, no matter what month it is, to help get the word out. The Victim has to make the choice - but, "What If..." they read something you sent them, and it just "clicks"?*** *I would love the opportunity to share YOUR ideas in a Blog post. Please send them to Connie J... - beamererin@yahoo.com ; or through Ozer email, ozerministries@att.net .

...didn't judge... ...were kind... ...kept our eyes on our OWN "paper"... ...did what we could... ...practiced self-care... ...only spoke positively to others... ...only spoke positively to OURSELVES... ...could ignore negativity...responsibly... ...could ALL act responsibly... ...could be accountable... ...could be honest with ourselves... ...did everything with integrity... ...could be committed to ourselves... ...saw, and acted in truth... ...do you think the world would change??! I DO... one. step. at. a. time... Thank you, have a good day and be safe... #beaware #growinto2025 ##domesticviolenceiseverywhere #ENDtheSILENCEofVIOLENCE #isityou everybodyknowsomebody #besafe ***October is Domestic Violence Awareness Month. Please share this post, no matter what month it is, to help get the word out. The Victim has to make the choice - but, "What If..." they read something you sent them, and it just "clicks"?*** *I would love the opportunity to share YOUR ideas in a Blog post. Please send them to Connie J... - beamererin@yahoo.com ; or through Ozer email, ozerministries@att.net .

Being babied and coddled, LONG past the age I should have been held accountable for my actions; I wasn't raised to "handle" or "deal with" anything. I would just shed a few tears, and get my way. I now understand, it was because I was SUCH an inquisitive and "noticing" child. I also asked, "Why?", a LOT. That "babying" and "coddling" was just another layer of deceit, in my life. It took away my "superpowers", for MANY years. I was never going to get the answers I sought, so why keep asking the questions? But, although I didn't consciously ask; I still paid attention and observed. Over the years, I have come up with many right answers, on many painful issues. I believe, there's only ONE way I could know a lot of what I "just know". Then I started sharing the truths I discovered; though awkwardly, at first - I stayed engaged in sharing those truths. I hurt, and lost some people - but though it was painful, I knew that NOT sharing those truths was hurting ME even more. I wish some of the people who were involved in that deceit, some who are no longer with us, could have explained some things to me. I still ask "Why?" - but it echoes, and eventually fades away. I know it doesn't really matter, anyway; but others accountability would have been cathartic to see. I will continue to speak my truth - though I still get in trouble, sometimes; and they try to quiet me. Hmmm - good luck with that. My "Pandora's Box" has been opened - never to be closed, again. As I've stated, before, I WAS raised in a Domestic Violence situation; and much of what I'm still piecing together, is a direct result. Speaking my truth, is doing MY part to "END the SILENCE of VIOLENCE"!!!  What can you do? What is YOUR "superpower"??! Thank you, have a good day and be safe... #beaware #growinto2025 ##domesticviolenceiseverywhere #ENDtheSILENCEofVIOLENCE #isityou everybodyknowsomebody #besafe ***October is Domestic Violence Awareness Month. Please share this post, no matter what month it is, to help get the word out. The Victim has to make the choice - but, "What If..." they read something you sent them, and it just "clicks"?*** *I would love the opportunity to share YOUR ideas in a Blog post. Please send them to Connie J... - beamererin@yahoo.com ; or through Ozer email, ozerministries@att.net .

...just bouncing from event, to event, in your life? Sometimes, that's how I feel. I am very "date triggered" - and the irony is, that this started AFTER I began my healing process in 1992. The first big date I remember, after that, is December 27, 1995 - the day my Grandma died. Some of these dates, while still major, I am able to work; others they still hit so hard, I can't work. I take the day off to remember, and reflect. One example, 9/11/01 ‐ I worked it '02-'04; but in '05, after going to work in the AFTERNOON of '04, and mentioning it to someone, and they said, "Oh yeah, that IS today, isn't it?" - I vowed to never work another 9/11 - and haven't. While I DO respect everyone's right to how they think and feel - I will NEVER forget, nor will I work that day. I feel like it's MY job to remember. I think part of it is, growing up, everything that was traumatic, you just swept under the rug and moved on - it was never processed. I have now learned to process EVERYTHING; and am able to prioritize what matters to me. Many people don't understand why I do what I do; but that doesn't bother me - and what few people DO understand, while I may "honor" certain dates by pausing to reflect and remember - I HAVE moved on from them, and this is all part of MY process to do just that. I am ok; and doing what I NEED TO DO in my life. No one else can control me - THAT IS HUGE!!! Being controlled by someone else's responses, moods, feelings, etc, is a DIRECT result of growing up in a Domestic Violence situation; and I am NOT that person, anymore. So, if I "Pinball" my way through life, so be it. I have a CHOICE with EVERY target I bounce off of.  Does any of this connect to something in your very soul? We would love to hear YOUR thoughts on being a "Pinball"... Thank you, have a good day and be safe... #beaware #growinto2025 ##domesticviolenceiseverywhere #ENDtheSILENCEofVIOLENCE #isityou everybodyknowsomebody #besafe ***October is Domestic Violence Awareness Month. Please share this post, no matter what month it is, to help get the word out. The Victim has to make the choice - but, "What If..." they read something you sent them, and it just "clicks"?*** *I would love the opportunity to share YOUR ideas in a Blog post. Please send them to Connie J... - beamererin@yahoo.com ; or through Ozer email, ozerministries@att.net .

Have been thinking a LOT about this, lately. I recently spent some time with a close friend, and they made a comment, that in the past, would have changed my whole "thought-process trajectory". Pretty much any response they made to ANY expression of how I felt, about many things, would cause me to just adapt MY feelings - and shut them down, basically; thereby, making myself smaller, and invalidating how I felt - sound familiar??! I really care about them; and I want them to really see, and understand me, like I THOUGHT they did at one point. But, life has taken us different directions; and I wonder if we ever really had that relationship I believed we did. Was it ALL in my head??! Which brings me to "Growth Spurts". In that recent conversation, they shared that something I was doing made them feel like I was giving a "canned, impersonal response". I told them, if that's what they really believed; then they didn't know me as well as I thought they did - but I did NOT back down!!! Although, it DID take me a couple days, to get my groove back; did I mention that I DID NOT BACK DOWN??! That, my Friend, was a major "Growth Spurt"!!! When something happens, and you can look in the past and realize you responded differently "than you always did" - THAT'S a "Growth Spurt"!!! Have you ever had that kind of thing happen? I hope so - in looking back, how long did it take YOU to figure out that growth? Not gonna lie, it sometimes takes me a minute (or seven)...but then, there's that moment of euphoria, that just takes your breath away. The down-side, it's often followed by a major choice - are you going to stay in that growth, and keep growing; or are you going to revert back to old habits - which never quite satisfy, from that point on?  Just remember, you DO always have a choice...choose wisely!!! Happy Growth Spurts!!! Thank you, have a good day and be safe... #beaware #growinto2025 ##domesticviolenceiseverywhere #ENDtheSILENCEofVIOLENCE #isityou everybodyknowsomebody #besafe ***October is Domestic Violence Awareness Month. Please share this post, no matter what month it is, to help get the word out. The Victim has to make the choice - but, "What If..." they read something you sent them, and it just "clicks"?*** *I would love the opportunity to share YOUR ideas in a Blog post. Please send them to Connie J... - beamererin@yahoo.com ; or through Ozer email, ozerministries@att.net .