Red is NOT...

 By: Connie J..., August 24, 2026

...a good color to see life through.

I am a second-generation (that I know of) "rageaholic". My fuse used to be so short, I sometimes wondered if there was even one to light - or that it was straight powder.

As I have grown, matured and learned who I REALLY am/want to be, I have worked on that fuse.

I watched my Father rage for most of my 51 years, before he passed. From conversations with people at the nursing home, I believe he had an 11th hour reckoning.

While in my 20s, I had a friend take my car keys, "Because friends don't let friends drive angry."

In my 30s, while in front of a judge, yet again, for speeding, he asked why? Told him I was angry. He pulled up my docket, and asked, "Were you angry this time, and this time, and this time...?". One of the MANY tickets, I was actually tired - ALL of the others were anger-related.

Like I said, red is NOT a good color to see life through.

I have been behaving, for many years, now; and if am angry, I find other outlets. Some of them being:

- talking to someone
- journaling
- some type of creative venture
- writing poetry
- listening to/writing music
- blogging (this blog is a GREAT outlet!!!)
- art therapy

Any number of options are available. You just have to make the choice to not be controlled by that anger.

Does any of this connect with any part of your life, or someone you know? How have you fought that anger; or have you faced it, yet? Trust me, it will jot just go away.

We would LOVE to hear any insight you might have. Please contact the ministry via this website; or email us at Ozer Ministries, Inc - ozerministries@att.net; or my email - Connie J... - beamererin@yahoo.com. Have a good day, and be safe!!!


#ENDtheSILENCEofVIOLENCE #isityou #domesticviolenceiseverywhere #youarenotalone #doyouknow #choicesmatter #anger #red

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