What If...
By: Connie J..., August 16, 2023
…escape “looks too good to be true”; do you try, anyway?
…you have to give up the plans you had, to get away; what then?
…you reach your point of “no other choice”; do you have an “escape plan” in place?
…you stay – have you weighed all your options? Have you talked to a shelter to get reliable information?
…you tried to “squirrel away” some money; acquired a “burner phone” – asked someone you trust to keep them somewhere safe?
…you HONESTLY feel you AND your partner CAN work on your issues, together…
Thank you, have a good day, and be safe… #oneinfour #ithappenstomentoo #dviseverywhere #domesticviolence
*October is Domestic Violence Awareness Month. Please share this post, no matter what month it is, to help get the word out. The Victim has to make the choice – but, “What If…” they read something you sent them, and it just “clicks”?
*I share a “What If…” post, once a month, and I would love the opportunity to share YOUR “what ifs”. Please send your “What If…” ideas to Connie J… – beamererin@yahoo.com; or through Ozer, at the website ozerministriesinc.com, or email, ozerministries@att.net.
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